Piper moaned again, longing battling against fear and shame. She kissed him back for a few minutes before deciding it was too much. “I’m sorry.” she whispered, ashamed. How could she still not be ready? It had been almost 3 years, but yet it still felt like yesterday.
His eyes shot open and he pulled his hand out from her shirt and leaned back nodding “Its fine” He sighed softly as he tried to catch his breath. He wrapped his arms around her and pulled her into his chest content with her just sitting there with him. He kissed the top of her head “I love you” he whispered as he played with her hair.
“I’m sorry I’m such a baby.” Piper said through a knot in her throat as she curled into a ball in Justin’s lap. “I don’t know why I can’t just get over it.” Her eyes were burning and she could almost feel the thick hot tears rolling down her face but she held them in. Crying was a sign of weakness.